I am the grit in the gears, the missing bolt, I am the poker of sticks into spokes.
I like to know how things work, but sometimes when I take them apart and rebuild them, I have a few pieces left over.
I am a man, so I tend to leave reading the instructions until after it goes wrong.
And like all men I have a comprehensive mental map of the world and never need to ask directions.
I never get lost, only sometimes I'm late, or end up in the wrong place entirely.
It's what we do.
In 1980, I bought Steve Forbert's album, 'Jackrabbit Slim', this is one of the tracks.
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Meet me in the middle of the day Let me hear you say everything's okay Bring me southern kisses from your room Meet me in the middle of the night Let me hear you say everything's alright Let me smell the moon in your perfume
Oh, Gods and years will rise and fall And there's always something more It's lost in talk, I waste my time And it's all been said before While further down behind the masquerade the tears are there I don't ask for all that much I just want someone to care That's right now
Meet me in the middle of the day Let me hear you say everything's okay Come on out beneath the shining sun
Meet me in the middle of the night Let me hear you say everything's alright Sneak on out beneath the stars and run
Oh yeah, oh yeah yeah, oh yeah
It's king and queen and we must go down now beyond the chandelier Where I won't have to speak my mind and you won't have to hear Shreds of news and afterthoughts and complicated scenes We'll huddle down behind the light and fade like magazines
Meet me in the middle of the day Let me hear you say everything's okay Bring me southern kisses from your room
Hey hey, meet me in the middle of the night Let me hear you say everything's alright Let me smell the moon in your perfume
Oh now, meet me in the middle of the day Let me hear you say everything's okay Let me see you smiling back at me
Hey, meet me in the middle of the night Let me hear you say everything's alright Hold me tight and love and loving's free
I'm back. Haven't quit yet. Happy new year. Yes thank you, I did.
I'll think of something to say eventually.
Oh. Yes. Whilst randomly browsing and stumbling I keep bumping into sites where self proclaimed 'experts' on blogging tell me how to do it, how to drive traffic to my site etcetera.
Firstly: There is NO SUCH THING as an expert on blogging. The act remains undefined, and each of us can interpret it in our own way. There is no right and no wrong way. Affirm your right to the anarchy of the internet, refuse to be ruled and fooled. Yes, I have to obey certain protocols, or blogger will delete me. Pzzzzzzt!!! But that's it. Traffic to my site? Why should I want thousands of visitors? OHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Yes, the 'expert bloggers' are driven by revenue generation, adsense, and the like. Well this is not a money seeking enterprise. For money, I do 'work'. This? I'm not sure what this is. I only started a year ago. Ask me in ten years time. Not work anyway. If it was work I'd feel obliged to post every day, respond to comments instantly and give value for money. As it is, I post when I feel like it, respond to comments if I remember to, and give? Who knows? I'm no judge of my content. I just post whatever comes to mind and hope you..... (mythical reader) enjoy at least some of it. I do like a little dialogue occasionally, and have encountered persons I may never meet, but nonetheless think of as friends, through this medium. Regular visitors are a select bunch, some of them communicate occasionally, others? Well there's somebody who keeps coming back to the same post, from Australia..... Buy the record, dammit! And somebody in Ulan Bator who likes poetry. I picture you as living in a ger, and dressing like Genghis Khan..... whilst surfing the internet on your satellite connected laptop.
she: is benediction she is addicted to thee she is the root connection she is connecting with he
here I go and I don't know why I spin so ceaselessly could it be he's taking over me...
I'm dancing barefoot heading for a spin some strange music draws me in makes me come on like some heroine
she: is sublimation she is the essence of thee she is concentrating on he, who is chosen by she
here I go and I don't know why I spin so ceaselessly, could it be he's taking over me...
[chorus]
she: is re-creation she, intoxicated by thee she has the slow sensation that he is levitating with she ...
here I go and I don't know why, I spin so ceaselessly, 'til I lose my sense of gravity...
[chorus]
(oh god I fell for you ...)
the plot of our life sweats in the dark like a face the mystery of childbirth, of childhood itself grave visitations what is it that calls to us? why must we pray screaming? why must not death be redefined? we shut our eyes we stretch out our arms and whirl on a pane of glass an afixiation a fix on anything the line of life the limb of a tree the hands of he and the promise that s/he is blessed among women.
(oh god I fell for you ...)
Patti Smith; this was originally on her 1979 album, Wave.... (which is my favourite of all her offerings). This version appears to be off Jools Holland's show, 2002.
umm is it just me... separated at birth: Patti Smith-Tom Petty?