I want to read her book, "Corinna A-Maying the Apocalypse" from whence come these words.
(Link to my earlier post of Herrick's poem, Corrina's Going A-Maying)
It was a geologic instant.
Fine-bone plates moved under the Pawtuxet
& up sprang West Warwick. In an instant
the houses were up & the shutters open.
Then the paint was peeling all over town.
Then the instant passed with a shudder
& all the houses fell down.
The lilacs die. The lilies of the valley. April & May blow up & away.
"We are ready to live as before,"
says the last bald priest to the last white-May-dress girl,
who touches her chalked hopscotch sidewalk
& beneath her palm detects an earthquake
& in a gutter puddle sees her skull
& on her tongue catches a white blossom,
the last one. With her chalk she bawls
"The spring days are going to the graveyard."
The pet goat eats poison oak. The puppy bites the bitty lamb. All the kitty's whiskers fall away.
The little Lamb girl straddles a Chrysler Plymouth,
queen of the car parade, with a kitty
in her arm crook & a hand to the crowd.
She calls out, "I can see the end from here"
& tosses all West Warwick some Tootsie Rolls.
The Chrysler driver blows his horn.
Where have all the May-dress girls gone?
—To the classroom, for learning Latin & blushing
over Queen Dido's open, bebassing mouth.
The dust turns to tar. The rain to chalk. Undertakers cart snow angels away.
My hearse slides by a girl astride a puddle
wearing her mom's wedding gown. A downpour
smacks Arctic, Natick, the Greenwich Inn.
All the front door keys to all the places
I have ever lived drip from the dogwood tree
& chime in the wind. The girl in the gown
sinks. The puddle turns to a pond. West Warwick,
my West Warwick, drowns. Drowns world,
my clapboard castle & the moonface I was living in.
Sentimental Atom Smasher
by Darcie Dennigan
So this guy walks into a bar and asks for a beer. Sorry,
the bartender says, I only sell atom smashers
And the guy says well isn't that America for you—
every happy-hour Nelson's a homemade physicist and no thank you,
just an ice cold one, but it's too late—suddenly, he's on his butt
in a ballfield where handsome men are chasing a ball over grass
sad grass, yellow like the hair of his once-young mother!
and again he says, no thank you—I've seen this movie before
And the bartender says it's a joke and you're inside its machine...
Hey, the guy wants to say—I'm not the guy—I'm me
I'm just a guy who walked into a bar. I'm just a guy who retreats
to his car for a private cry. Instead he sniffs and cries out—
The sky smells like the bologna from when I was a boy!
Ahh, says the bartender, ahh yes. Someone has left
the refrigerator door of the cosmos open a crack
And the view! cries the guy. The beauty of an atom smasher,
says the bartender, even from the cheap seats you see
clear into 1952. And the guy, squinting into the distance,
starts to bawl. Maybe it's the vendors hawking
commemorative popcorn, or the programs promoting emotion
("the matter of the universe!") printed on material whose pulp
was milked from the trunk of a winesap apple tree, but—
What's the matter? says the bartender. And the guy says,
I'm confused. Am I allowed to be homesick in a joke?
Yes, the bartender says. It's elemental, the bartender says—
How streets are downtrodden atoms and falling leaves are aflutter
atoms and beer is over-the-moon atoms. The moon's an atomizer
of all matter's perfumes: And the guy starts to parse it out—
Wait, I'm not smart, but if emotion's a material substance
then when a leaf falls in my lap and I hold it,
like an about-to-be-abandoned baby, I'm touching "aflutter" in 3-D?
Dear fluttering leaf!
Streets—I'm sorry for stepping on you! Apples—for coring you, and beer—
* * *
A guy walks into a bar,
—actually just the beer-drinking bleachers of a ballfield—and says
is this some kind of joke?
Well, says the bartender who has observed the little lamb
and the tyger burning bright and tickled their particulates,
because your life has lately been stagnant, we have yoked you
to a joke and we await the gasp that will gas up the cosmos...
Just then, there's a hit at the plate—and it's going,
it's going—gone to smash the guy in the skull
And since baseballs are made of nostalgia atoms, the guy,
with concussion, says I want to buy a coke for a nickel
I want to install apple pie perfumemakers in the crotch of every tree
Bartender, bring me dried nosegays! Start the stalwart pageants!
And the moon's spritzing its perfumes and the phlegm is thick and fast
And the bartender says time to wallow in byproducts:
Where we planted peanut shells, we got shaky, palsied trees
Where we planted nickel cokes, we got nicked cans
Where we planted baseballs we grew large, sad eyeballs
as we watched for something to grow. Still, still
we atom-probe: In a dark building a child is
about to be born. The smell of bread is about to
break. And our guy is going, O spring evenings!
How I used to stand yelping in the alley by the bakery...
Who are these boys throwing baseballs? Who is this baby?
O bartender, tell me, what is the message in this light rain?
But the bartender's dark eyes are flying
over centerfield, over the rooftops and watertowers of the joke's
universe, over alleys and cold valleys of refrigerator light
toward an aptest eve where these street kids are hurling a ball into
the moonlight and the moonlight is curdling into freon...